Just Like That

Sometimes I just sit down still and wish this whole world to come to a stand still. Even it be for a few minutes. I ponder and ponder and then only one thought crosses my mind. What did I do all my life? Why I did this why I did that but then the true confessions will be borne by only that mind which comes to a stand still in a stand still time where we can rewind and re-live those moments. All these debates come across as throughout my life I did mere one thing. A fight, a fight of brain vs. heart. Brain is the apt word because its heart which guides the thoughts and then mind originates from there; the heart itself. But brain word is just apt  for me, may be because I am a medico so I prefer using the anatomical terminology, may be because I know the famous sayings which go around like these ? Heart is where the mind is OR mind is where the heart is OR if you want to know where your heart is look to where your mind is OR to be philosophical 'Om' is where the heart is OR ...

I have been lying comfortable, under the covers of my layers,    But now I want to wake up & now I want to wake up. Dreams linger, with my eyes closed, But now I want to see those dream with my eyes, open with my eyes open. The dirt of sorrows and the dust of past is simmering out, Which is now the time, to clean it all, clean it all. How much will the stagnant past stay and stink to fume the burning flames, Let it be extinguished with the flow of  winds of change and  dry it up and dry it up.  Now as I have waken up and the world has changed and so have I, The pictures are clearer and the views are soothing to the eye. However the crumbs of past have cringed to my body and soul, Have been washed off with the new waves of determination and grit woes. Now here I stand sturdy and firm and fast, To engulf the storms, to face the present. For nothing is as fierce and as strong as my prayers to Lord, For he saved me from the dearth of fears a...